Tin Man

Well Let see. I hate my job but that's nothing new! haha! I am spending way to much time online and driving. I just realized that i really never stop moving any more. I am here or there. I am not home for more then a few hours and those are normally spent sleeping. lol


SOOOOO You defiantly need to check out Tin man by Animal Kingdom! Its a great song. HAHA.

So My life has just been full of drama. You think it will stop when your not in school anymore, but I swear it only gets wores. Oh well I will just have to deal.



Tin Man
Animal Kingdom
Got no arms, got no legs,
got no shoulders but I got a head
I've got a head, that tells me stupid things to do
And I got heart, and I got heart,
although its slowing pulling me apart,
cause I never feel the same as you

So tell me if it's love, cause baby I'm a tinman
Tell me if it's love, I wanna be a real one

Well is this love? Is this pain?
I gotta a feeling that I cannot name
slowly changing every part of me
I know you think I'm just a toy,
But I wanna be a real boy
I only want to feel the same as you

So tell me if it's love, cause baby I'm a tinman
Tell me if it's love, I wanna be a real one
Tell me if it's love, cause baby I'm a tinman
Since you took my heart, I've got a missing part

I've got a missing part.....

I got no arms, got no legs,
got no shoulders but I got a head
I've got a head, that tells me stupid things to do
I cannot eat, I cannot sleep
I gotta hole inside of me
cause I never feel the same as you

So tell me if it's love, cause baby I'm a tinman
Tell me if it's love, I wanna be a real one
Tell me if it's love, cause baby I'm a tinman
Since you took my heart, I've got a missing part

I've got a missing part.....

9/28/09

Its been a long time since I last updated. A lot of things have changed. Waaaay to many to get into. I am still working at the Shack(BLAH). I really miss my one and only baby sister! She is having fun in Spain, also I miss Shane. He is in one of my favorite countries of all time. Lucky bastard! Well both of them are lucky! Loki is getting his claws removed and his blueberries cut off today :( Makes me sad. Ask I am typing this my dog Shadow is rubbing his butt all over the living room floor. What a dork! lol :) I have News!!!! I am going to Thiels Homecoming!!!! I am so very excited. YAY!!!



I really miss my baby sister. LIKE HARDCORE! I know she is having fun but I still miss her!
Well I am off to clean. BOOO. There isn't very much to do on a crappy rainy day like today! :(


I am going to post some new pics later in the day!


bye...

Waiting

I am waiting for a call to see if I got the job I interviewed for on last Thursday. I am hoping I am getting a call sometime today. I really need this job. Please pray for me.

I love this song.

"You Are Loved (Don't Give Up)"

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When your heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you're lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one needs to be heard
You are loved





Please watch this video.

Poem 1

The pain is become unbearable. I am sinking. Will you grab my hand and pull me through the pain and torture? Will you stand beside me when I feel wrong, and ugly? Will you hold me when my world feels like its crumbling and I can't stand? My world is beautiful with you in it. So stay with me when my world turns ugly. I know if you do, then my world will bloom again and become beautiful, just like it once was. You are my world. Just remember that.

Tuesday

For Tuesday.

The interview.

Okay so its been a while since I have posted anything. Well I have an interview on Thursday. I am excited but scared. I really want this job. If I get this, things will finally be looking up. I really need that. So please pray for me. Jeff, said that is grandmother and pappy are praying for me. He wants me to get this job too. He know that will take stress off of me. It will. So If God is listening to me at this moment, "Please help me through this, help me be confident, and what they are looking for." Please.



Tell after the interview.
Steph