The interview.

Okay so its been a while since I have posted anything. Well I have an interview on Thursday. I am excited but scared. I really want this job. If I get this, things will finally be looking up. I really need that. So please pray for me. Jeff, said that is grandmother and pappy are praying for me. He wants me to get this job too. He know that will take stress off of me. It will. So If God is listening to me at this moment, "Please help me through this, help me be confident, and what they are looking for." Please.



Tell after the interview.
Steph

Worrying

I can't stop worrying. There are many reasons. One of them being finding a new job, one that pays well. Another and a big one, is Jeff. He is so sad about what happened the other day. He just text messaged me asking why this had to happen to him. Why does all the bad stuff always happen to him? He kept asking me that. I told him I don't really know, but I am here for you. He is just really upset and when he is upset I am upset. He feels as if he has lost the trust of his parents. I don't think he did. I really don't, it was an accident. He did not hurt anyone. He just damaged the car. THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS THAT HE WAS NOT HURT. He does not see it like that right now. All he is seeing is anger. I am just happy he is okay.

Tons of things have been happening. I just can't seem to put them into groups. I don't sleep at night, I am stressed out.

Well till next time.

Well what a change.

I am no longer in school. WHICH BY THE WAY KINDA SUCKS. I now have so much to take care of its not funny. I miss my friends at school. The good thing is that I see Jeff a lot now. It makes me feel better. I hope that my Thiel Friends understand that I do love them and that I am planning on coming up as soon as I can. Jenny my one friend moved into my old room. I don't know how to feel about it. I am kind of sad. Which is understandable because I am not there anymore, and it hurts. At Thiel I made more friends then I realized. And I miss them all very much. One day I will go back to school, but for now I am looking for a good job with 40 hours. I really need this. So say a little prayer for me.
Till next time.